For My Rotty COTA//Shade;s Of Gray


Silent Time,She Fade’s Away’
The Dog I Have Loved,
Bad Health,Stealing her away.

She Will Be Among,The Star’s,
Flying with My Other Angel’s.
Floating On A Pillow Cloud.
Comfortable For All To Feel.

The Tree’s May Sway,The Wind May Blow.
But My Love,For her Heart,Will Never Go Away.

Soon She Will Rise, Upon The Sky.
Smoothly Sailing,In Shade’s Of Gray.
Her Comfort And Love,She Will Leave Me,
For All That Loved Her,She Will Keep Safe,
In A Watchful,Loving Way!

she is still here tonight,but i can’t try and keep her the way she is,just for me,her body is shutting down by the
hour.it has been a honor to be her master for the last wonderful 13 year’s!!! [LACOTA}

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just a few new famous quotes its 5 am and bored!!!lol;

boredom is the highest mental state!!  albert einstein

this one i dedicate too volney slack my grandfather!! allthe really good ideas i ever had came to me while i waS MILKING A COW!!

A IRISH BLESSING.>MAY YOU DIE IN BED AT 95 BY A JEALOUS SPOUSE!

I HAVE NEVER HAD A PROBLEM WITH DRUGS,BUT THE POLICE DID   KEITH RICHARDS OF ROLLING STONES

DRUGS MAY BE THE ROAD TO NO WHERE BUT IT IS A SCENIC ROUTE!!   ANONYMOUS

I HAVE NEVER MET A MAN SO IGNORANT,I COULD’NT LEARN SOMETHING FROM HIM[ GALILEI]  LATE 1500’S

I AM THE GREATEST!!MUHAMMAD ALI  1942

GOD WILL PARDON ME, THAT IS HIS PROFESSION. [HEINRICH HEINE] 1800’s  german poet

a genius is a african who dream’s up a snowstorm     vladimire nabokov  1899-1977 novelist

a CLOWN IS LIKE A ASPIRIN,ONLY HE WORK’S TWICE AS FAST    GROUCHO MARX  1890-1977  COMEDIAN

LOVE IS ONE SOUL INHABITING TWO BODIES   ARISTOTLE  322 B.C

today,cota mydog is sleeping!!

i worry 24 hours a day!!my dog cota is 13 and it is really showing. she will hardly eat but no pain i can tell,almost lost her last summer but the vet and 5 meds she came back.she is my life and i am having a hard time waiting for the time god takes her.i bought her glucosamine with msm and chondrotin and a daily aspirin.doers any one know if pep cid will help settle her stomache?? the vet gave her something that was the same .. any help would be good,advice is all i need~!!!11 ty once her stomach was coated with the pepcid she returned to eating

a new day,a new life.

seem’s as i sit here alone that any minute she will walk thru the door,

but i know that is just hope,things happening in my mind.

we both seem to have the understanding,there is more to life,

than just catering to each other’s whim.

even tho now i need her so bad,she has things ahead of me,

tho it makes me sad,i am happy she takes care of one’s she love,

soon we will have our trip,time together,time to analzye,hopefully,

nothing to have to apolijize,i think of her at this very moment,

the same as the minute before,and the way i will think,

the very minute i see her next at the door.

love can be strong or it can be a thing

i pray each nite that our honesty,makes it a lifetime fling!!

love you becky

time with unbinding love

this may not matter to some,

but i just talked to m,y past.

there is a love,that ,mattered to none,

she was my first,not my last,but  deep in my past.

 

the time came for me to be a man,which i tried to do,

then the courts said it was not you?

what was a man to do,

when i allready  gave my love to you.

 

so do not hasten to love me,or hate me,

it wAS broughtr on by another.

if not the truth,it was just the dream,

but my love has not faded,tho it may seem.

 

i will alwaysw bethere for you,

times  happy or blue.

i have given myself this  vow,t

to always shjare my  love,if you ask  me how.

now after 31 year’s the tear’s may flow,

wondering what we have missed being apart,

\but since the very  beginning,

YOU HAVE  HELD MY  HEART!

 

 

 

for heaTHER   dad,duane,boots,drano ,mac, whatever you choose i am here

stuffed mushrooms!cassenova style

first you can use your normal button mushrooms,stem out and carved open,but i like to go all out and use a large portabella can be a whole meal or slice like a pie!!

ingediants//half cup fine italian bread crumbs

two eggs

half very finely chopped onion

i stalk finely chopped celery

half fine chopped apple

half cup fine chopped mushroom of choice

6-8 medium size shrimp,boiled fine chop

since we are here i 10 inch,brook trout fried bones removed and chopped

1 tsp  old bay seasoning,,half teaspoon course black peppar,quarter cup chicken broth

now mix all together,adding more bread crumbs as needed for consistency.stuff caps  or spread over large portabella.top with little squares of strong cheese of your liking and parmesion.

bake at375 for approx 15-20 minutes enjoy

HARMONY

M y life has been,feeling sorry for my self,and still not dealing with my fathers death.

but now i walk in the woods,

full of magic,i play a little trick,and tell you all things not to be known.

for months i have stayed to my self,not knowing how to act.

i thought i would hurt someone,the way i have hurt.

but all life is good,if you make it that way,

and now as of today,i know in my heart,love for my family you wont tear apart.

it took just a few minutes of time, for my niece to show me love,and her sweetness,is harmony

the power went out last night!!

oh no!! after getting the flashlight,i hooked up my power inverter to a battery i was charging in the house.hooked up a lamp and continued reading my book about fredricksburg and the war.man i was so happy looking out and then took dog for a walk about 2 am, not a single light on anywhere!!!except my house.made me realize how happy i will be to get back out of this apt.re-designing the inside of my camper van,to actually be alot more comfy and more storage space at same time. already have plenty of lights that run of a single car battery i just charge every few day’s and my power inverter is a large one 3500 watt,i can run my t.v /fan and computer at same time for up to 6 hour’s without restarting van for 15 minute’s.

this year is a change though with study and thing’s i have learned,i am investing in a solar power charger to keep my batteries topped off and possibly if the lady i talked too today can give me a good deal on a return panel i may invest in a 1500 watt panel for alot of my power.i realize now i am getting older and since my father just passed i realize the old wild duane has got to settle down in one place.people think it’s rough when you move 4 or 5 time’s in your life!!!i myself can tell you atleast 14 town’s i have lived in,4 states,andmore apartments than i can count,i used to hop around alot,of course that was the women that did that to me.lol so now i am either investing in a large camper i can winterize or i figured i can start with a 12×12 cabin,and add as i can afford it.i been figuring and i can frame,floor,roof,sheathing and insulation for about 1,200.00$ then no electric bill’s,woodheat,solar power the little i need and i can live that gypsy tramp cheap life i desire!!!alot of people doing it now in this economy.look online at the tiny house’s off grid people are building 200 square feet and comfy!!! and the home’s they are building out of 2,000.00 dollar storage container’s!! that what i am going for off-grid no more money to the man!!even tv digital is free with the right set up,of course no hbo and stuff but basic network’s thru a hi-def tv and antenna.yes!!! i can’t wait to be back free from this big rent for something i am more comfortable in my van,catching my dinner,picking fiddlehead’s and mushroom’s!!mabey a rabbit or two..4 chickens still they stop laying then the stew pot,a 3×6 garden will feed me all summer,please spring clear up van will be done and i will be free!!!!let me know if anybody reading this has idea’s or more expieriance. thank’s  Duane  Drano///a.k.a Boot’s//a.k.a mac

so what a matter??

I don’t know what to say to answer that question that was previously asked.My father has just passed away and i have gone thru the crying,screaming,punching  the wall’s and giving god hell.so now what?? i do not know what tommorow or even the next 5 minute’s may bring.Today and yesterday i have been in a state of mind i have never been,not hurting,not feeling sad,not knowing anything just being i guess is the way to put it.

i actually was driving down the road and all of a sudden had no clue where i was andf then after i figured that out ,why was i there??then i would remember being there before when my father was here.i guess now ,hopefully that will happen alot.what i am trying to say is,if someone ask’s you what is a matter,they actually don;t know or don’t have a clue what is like to lose your father.ame in!