a new day,a new life.

seem’s as i sit here alone that any minute she will walk thru the door,

but i know that is just hope,things happening in my mind.

we both seem to have the understanding,there is more to life,

than just catering to each other’s whim.

even tho now i need her so bad,she has things ahead of me,

tho it makes me sad,i am happy she takes care of one’s she love,

soon we will have our trip,time together,time to analzye,hopefully,

nothing to have to apolijize,i think of her at this very moment,

the same as the minute before,and the way i will think,

the very minute i see her next at the door.

love can be strong or it can be a thing

i pray each nite that our honesty,makes it a lifetime fling!!

love you becky

time with unbinding love

this may not matter to some,

but i just talked to m,y past.

there is a love,that ,mattered to none,

she was my first,not my last,but  deep in my past.

 

the time came for me to be a man,which i tried to do,

then the courts said it was not you?

what was a man to do,

when i allready  gave my love to you.

 

so do not hasten to love me,or hate me,

it wAS broughtr on by another.

if not the truth,it was just the dream,

but my love has not faded,tho it may seem.

 

i will alwaysw bethere for you,

times  happy or blue.

i have given myself this  vow,t

to always shjare my  love,if you ask  me how.

now after 31 year’s the tear’s may flow,

wondering what we have missed being apart,

\but since the very  beginning,

YOU HAVE  HELD MY  HEART!

 

 

 

for heaTHER   dad,duane,boots,drano ,mac, whatever you choose i am here

loving oneself and another

seem’s now as i approach the tree’s.

the ground no longer trembles,but a gentle shake.

i can grasp a branch,and brace my knees

for even as i shake,my  life no longer  can  i wait

as i sit,with my mind so full,thinking,dwelling on my past,

with all my thought;s and  memory’s so   still,

i make  sure  to love with all my will.

know realizing  life   can  go   at a fleeting  glimpse

just a piece   of eternity in our  own   time,

something  no  matter how  hard  we  try,never to make  sense.

just  live our life all our day’s,

showing love thru-out,the time we share with  family and   friend’s,

there is no  rule in  the book’s  or god’s word,

saying how long or  hard we take  to love  one  another.

so  take your  time,with  your  life,

care,love,share,tell  all that   you care,

it is  how you will feel in your own belief’s, 

that  is how you will be remembered,the love   you willingly shared!!

eternity,spiritual paths and days to follow

when we were brought into this world,god promised good things.

i have had some of that,my son and daughter are the ones i bring.

there is a path your life must follow,

happiness and the sorrow.

i seemed to dwell on the sorrow for so long,

that it kept my loving heart from staying strong.

many years have passed since,this girl i once new,

time has changed and so have all of you.yesterday,my life changed,

for the better ,the path was arrangede.

reconnected to a old love,,

waS  like   signs from  above.nervous as  a scghoo;l boy,

we   arranged to  meet,nothing could have been so  sweet.

after30  years,when we met,nothing had changed.

ihope  and  pray for   anotheryesterdy,

 

becky we   are two,me and you

but  together we are one that  is sotrue!!!

 

 

HARMONY

M y life has been,feeling sorry for my self,and still not dealing with my fathers death.

but now i walk in the woods,

full of magic,i play a little trick,and tell you all things not to be known.

for months i have stayed to my self,not knowing how to act.

i thought i would hurt someone,the way i have hurt.

but all life is good,if you make it that way,

and now as of today,i know in my heart,love for my family you wont tear apart.

it took just a few minutes of time, for my niece to show me love,and her sweetness,is harmony

dad

dont you think we wonder why

you went to the unknown sky,

but here we hope and pray,

that all your bad health and pain has gone away.    i love you #1 son

memorie’s on top of old baldy!!! true story 40 years ago!!

i remember the mountain grandpa,

oh how far we walked,

to contact u those awesome night’s.

mr,martin,bryan and the dog’s,o how we hiked,

to the beam of a flashlight,

a dog in front,a dog in back,

we had to make time to signal mr. slack!!

had to make the top on time,grandpa,

ten oclock,you would be by the middle doors,

three quarters,milking done.

now it’s time we all crunch together.

ten/ten it is time!!

three flash’s from our spotlight,down thru the valley.

2 mile’s by a crow’s flight,

we would watch so intent,

then it would happen!!!

off and on the barn lights would go!!

three time’s in a row.

goodnight grandpa,i will always have a flashing light for you!!

 

To my Dad rest in peace 1/26/1014

about an hour ago
twas the night,everything was to be alright,
then came the call.
i knew before the answer.that life was to be different.after the call.
never said goodbye,
just figured you would alway’s be,
standing ,reaching out,to pull me up.

i will keep you close,right inside my heart,then we will never be apart!

FOR DAD,REST EASY NOW AND FOREVER 1/26/2014

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BLUE

Blue water

ring’s of aqua

twirling,

circling,

spinning in a scarlet bay.

between the surface,below the sky,

emerald green ribbon’s,cover the sky.

serene,

the ring’s of blue water,

tepid drop’s of darker rain,

landing in the pool’s of aqua marine.

 

 

 

This just seemed to come out of me,in spontaneous moments of self preservation? hopefully it will matter to some ,mabey even help your day along,give you something to think over. Duane

Queen Of My Dream’s

in my hour of darkness,dream come’s creeping in,

your so far away,my thought’s but a sin.

take my breath away,keep me too yourself,i need more time,

because myself without you,but a nursery ryhme.

can not reach you now,touch me,show me how,feeling sad and lonely,

i need you to show me.

 

what ever happened,you went a different wayl

making my heart,hurt, so black and blue.

why did’nt you stay,and love me like yesterday,

and love me just a little,loving me like i love you now,

Because you are the queen of my dream’s

the maid of my night,

when you were holding me so very tight,

everything alway’s felt,o so right.